i had read this book for 3 days it it was great. i feel like a person who had a lot of hope. hope for my personal legend. a legend that should be accomplished it not, i will not find my treasure in life and i will live a life of nothing. it gave me a glimps of what i really want in life - what my personal legend is all about.  its all about modeling.

my parents send me to school to learn something about business. to continue our business that my father had started. and forced me to follow my father - to become a businessman. but that is his personal legend to become a businessman not mine. my personal legend is to become a model, there then i will find my treasure. my herat speaks to me that modeling is were im am truly happy. modeling is my personal legend. my heart speaks to me everytime to guide my in my life. the heart does its best to guide me. whereever my heart is, there you will find the treasure.

seek ye for thy personal legend. desire for it and all the universe will conspire in giving me my desires.

for a one to see his personal legend. one must know what it is that he want.

one must make a decision because making a decision was only the beginning or things. when someone makes a decision, he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made that decision.

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A woman Arrived home from work To discover
her dog had the next door neighbors's hamter
in its mouth. horrified, she ordered the dog
to drop it but the poor little creature was well and truly dead.

"oh Damn!" she cursed, "what will Mr. Jones say about this!"

then she had a great idea. she took the hamster
inside, bathed it and combed its fur then crept quietly
next door andput the animal back in its cage.

some day passed before she met up with her neighbor and
as they chatted, the hamster came up in conversation.
"you wont believe this, "said Mr. Jones, "but a week
ago our hamster died and we buried him in the garden."

"oh really?" replied the woman.

"yes, but some sick bugger dug him up and put him back inside the cage!"

april 11 2008
7:53 pm

i just realized when i was walking on my way home that
the summer that i thought of was enyoyable and funny is not
what i thought it would be.
this summer is so sophisticated that
i dont find time to enjoy it.
its boring, thesis, lots of reading assinments and more studies.
i cant make time to make those things at the same time im enjoying making
those works.
im exhausted today, by the thesis and all the school works.
i hope instructors and professors
will find way that their lesson
is less boring and more enjoyable at the same time learning.

march 27, 2008

my classmates were having a short bonding
in a place called kaangayan.
we were supposed to be in bogwak but there
are alot of problems:
liza's mom wont agree to the place because of
the road isnt easy
and its far.

the place was MAGNIFICENT!
the pool was super clean and clear,
and the pool is placed in a place were you can
see the view,
because the place is at the top
of a hill
and it was really great!

we were swimming and
talking of getting into the cave.
yes! we did go into the cave.
WOW! its my first time to be
in the cave.
the place was hard to go through
because there are alot of rocks
and the entrance and exit
are so tight we hardly go out! lol joke!
we did get out yet the openings are small.
in the cave we did alot of wonderfull
sights and experiences.
weve seen bats, bat shit and big millipid!
we did wall climbing! hahaha
and there are also alot of muds yet
we were soaking our body into it! lol
we can hardly find light! the light that was in
there was the lightbulbs that the tour guide carried.
its like your in a place were you are buried and cant
find even a single light!
and when we are near to the exit we find light!
and we were so happy! lol
we were climbing, crawling as fast
as we could towards the light!
its like survival of the fittest! lol
and when we got out fro the cave? we are in the top of the mountain!
amazing isnt it?

we explored two caves and know what?
there should be 3 yet the tour guide
dont want to go in there coz there are snakes
so we didnt bother getting into it.
the body and shirts are full of mud that we hardly
recognized ourselves. hahaha

the experience were so GREAT and i cant FORGET it!
the most amazing thing that has happend into my life! - going into the cave

march 11, 2008

my days here in molave is totally boring.
i miss my boardmates, and i miss cagayan.
i miss the malls, the night life.
my friends wont be able to come home this summer,
and i am the only one here with no friends,
oh, i miss them (sigh)
im counting on the days if when i will be retirning to cagayan.

march 8 2008.
i am fuckin drunk ans wasted.
my head is aching.
we went to a bar last night and we were
in the room of RnB music.
the room is full of sexy hot ladies, with their dazzling
dresses that really truning on the vibe.
the room is full and getting hotter and the music is getting louder,
the people are shouting and dancing
wild! those naughty and dirty dancing on the floor.
then boom! my head started spinning around!
i was totally drunk!
and now! i still have that hang over thingy.

Ahhhh!
i cant calm for the reasons
that my exam was difficult!
and i still dont know about the grades.
im begenning to freak out!
oh no!
this shouldnt suppose to happen!
my databse programming defense was a little bit confusing!
what am i going to do!
my major BM10 exam was absolutely difficult! not mentioning the BUSINESS STATISTICS!
ahhhhh! i cant take this any longer! i dont like what i am feeling
right now!
eventhough my exams are all finished! im still feeling
nervous and unstable.

:(

sunday march 9, 2008

last night we went out into a beach party with my boardmates, around 9:00 in the evening we stated packing our thing up for the party.
we were riding on a jeepney having so much fun! we sang traveling songs even the tone isnt that good, lol.
we used our boardmates guitar to play an accompanyment of our songs. we are really having fun even just going to the beach.
the beach was a 30 minute travel along the travel we were taking some pictures, lol, the pictures were all picturem]-manyac just striving to fit in just to have his face on the camera, lol, thats me! lol.
so, we didnt noticed that we have arrived because we were so overwhelmed
then we got off of the jeepney and searched some place to get coozy. bingo! we found a cottage, we werent supposed to get a cottage to we could minimize the expense but is so cooooold. lol
as we were going to the "place" other cottages just got there RnB songs loud up! like we were so challenged. lol.
we fixed the things up to compete to the other big bass components, still we end up the same but we are havng fun.
we were dancing all over the place, the music was statisfaction by benny benassi, cool right? the neighbor just got envy i think. lol
we were just heating up a little bit.
the we go for the bed sheet to be laid in the sands so we could lie down, cool eh?
making some noises while other guys are dancing wild.
the night is getting colder so we went for a swim! duh! lol
we went for a swim not because its cold, its because its part of the plan of the beacg party.
we were rushing of who gets in the water first, imagine a wild beast craving for food. lol
we were all splashing around like a fish that is caught in a hook. lol
we were enjoying in the water, putiing our pants and underwears off. and spinning it aroung like a cowboys and girls.
it was super damn fun!
then the other boardmates arrived (those who havent got in the jeepney),
then they were tellin about how angry was our landlord because we didnt even bothered to ask permission or just told him that we were goin out. what the fuck! does he even bother to care?! duh!
so, we all ignored those comments then continued to our night fun with the beach.
wo, we ate our prepared foods,, again in a beastful manner, hahaha.
the sushi and the grilled fish was awesomely delicious.
after eating we got imediately again in the water and swam and bathe some fresh water to dry ourselves up for the next fun!
the next game is "truth or dare"
the game was totally fun, like, we heared some feelings of a persons heartaches and heart goods. hahaha
and yet meeting with the other girls outside our group.
damn funny!
we have so much fun in the all boardmates game part.
then here comes another game called "i dont know what they call that game" lol
i just watched them playing and they are having so much fun while im also having so much fun watching them palying.
here comes a cool and soccer player guy that got some moves, he move like the flash, the opponents wont be able to catch him due to his speed. i was so amazed of his speed. damn dude!score is 1/0, leading is cool guys group. lol
then the next batch were palying the snake thingy, it was so damn fun and our oppents just quit because they cant match up our cool faces, good body and energies, hahaha, the gay opponent just cant resist looking at our bodies, they end up lossing. hahaha. thanks to our good body. hahaha.
so the night were so damn best good and in the morning we got home and i now reminicing the good times that we had!
im gonna miss you guys. sienna congrats and im gonna miss you. good luck for your job.

 happiest day during my examination week!

i passed my math defense!

yeehheeyyy....

alas our work paid off!

yeah...!

A VOTRE SANTE!

lol.

Finals is almost over!

yet lots of things that needs to be done!

work over here!

Exam over there!

then work again!

then study!

aghh..(sigh)

how the world is perfectly made! - Busy!

life, isnt that bad! life is a mixture of good and bad elements.

life will be imperfect if one of the elements is missing, and it can never be called life.

life makes you sick and life can also make you feel good.

you family, friends, relations and of course the sex life

that'll make life so good.

but in behalf of that, there are also bad things like, the feeling of being rejected ny your love ones

the feeling og being messy of your work.

with these elements we can diffirentiate good from bad.

and we know what to do.

its hard in these kind of times especially finals is comming

somee students are so busy making there way toward finals

and some just dont care.

my roomate just got his permit tie final exam, hurray!

he started falling in line in the finance office at 8:30 am then

he just finished 11.30 am! ha!!

isnt that amazing. the line must be too long.

well, im goin to finals and still aint ready

for it coz there are still requisites, like finishing my defense papers and alot more!

speaking of papers, i just got myself overtime working last night.

two days in a row WITHOUT SLEEPING! just brain storming!

dare to challenge that! ha!

and in effect i got my hands and feet shakin.

i dont know why these parts are shaking.

i was supposed to consult our university doctor

but badly enough that freak just got out of town to

free himself from the massive student consultation. lol.

then i have to call my mom and dad, so then they consulted our doctor

then been advised to take soups and multi vitamins

coz of the stressed and inbalance sugar level of the body due to

overtime working.

then advised to get to sleep.

yeah i did that but i cant get myself to sleep.

im just lying around in my bed and trying to focus sleeping. but i really cant.

i kept seeing the things that needs to be done.

to make the blog short. i end being sick.

every day, every hour, every minute thousands of paper work to do.

its like, not a time that you can relax.

its always been studying, paper works, assignment, defense!

i going loca in this subjects.

imagine this, i have 7 subjects much like a courses then

4 of which i have to defend a paper work and 1 of it have to defend

and TAKE AN EXAM! truly, do i have to? i wasted enough time for the paper

and dont have enough time to study, and i have to take and EXAM?

what the fuck!

and 3 of the courses are gladly enough not so demanding.

these courses is killing and fucking me off!

Still dont have enough time.

wish me luck people.

 

this day at this time, weve just finished our defense.

wel, its not actually a "defense" on our paper

because it was a TOTAL DISASTER!!!

what the fuck! i am so messed up!

and i dont know what to do!

my pearents are gonna kill me if

they found out that our defense was not good.

Damit!!!!!

i just dont know what to do

where to go

what to think!

 

maybe im just the stupidest guy in the

world!

maybe im just not meant to

survive in this planet!

darN!!!!

im so not in the mood.

fuck those professors!

fuck everything in my life!

fuck the paper!

fuck me!

fuck fuck fuck!!!!!